Friday, April 30, 2004

i was just talking bout my msn nick as italicized below with sarah.
[i love cutting off my nose to spite my face says:
itts quite philosophical if you think bout it
a little girl talk, and alot of action says:
but it makes complete sense
a little girl talk, and alot of action says:
okok
a little girl talk, and alot of action says:
nose: hey im seperated from u
a little girl talk, and alot of action says:
and the nose is dangling in front of the face seperated
a little girl talk, and alot of action says:
and the
a little girl talk, and alot of action says:
face goes
a little girl talk, and alot of action says:
get back here u idiot
a little girl talk, and alot of action says:
quite
a little girl talk, and alot of action says:
but it.. doesn tmake snse
a little girl talk, and alot of action says:
*sense]
as you can see, i guess sarah left her brains in her school locker, and that convo totally left me in stitches.
hahaha. my my my. this is exactly what bimbo day does to us! awesome! :D

C at 11:28 PM |
------ Sunday, April 25, 2004

i hate you.
i hate that.
i hate it.
i hate this.
but.
LIFE HATES ME.
and im stuck with being me.

C at 10:50 PM |
------ Friday, April 23, 2004

today on the way home. i was recalling several mortifying and humilating memories i had.
and was cringing all the way.
but i guess only i would remember the actual stuff that happened.
nobody else would actually bother to store it into their memory space.
or would they? :S
[he walked apprehensively across the room, but not before turning back, as a childlike smile broke out on his face. a wave of relief and gladness was evident as he happily murmured a line and shyly smiled to himself as he turned and stumbled off. at last, he belonged to somewhere. it was a start, but a start nonetheless.]
i totally ADORE THE O.C!!!!
its beyond awesome.
its officially the bimbo day tml!!
hahaa. cant wait. its hilariously lame.

C at 12:05 AM |
------ Sunday, April 18, 2004

satire- Irony, sarcasm, or caustic wit used to attack or expose folly, vice, or stupidity.
stultify-To render useless or ineffectual; cripple/To cause to appear stupid, inconsistent, or ridiculous.
insinuation- an indirect (and usually malicious) implication

C at 10:41 PM |
------ Saturday, April 17, 2004

the energy of after.
seriously. you could jump over that car. you're jet-propelled.
you have a firecracker heart. you are the champion.
you dont need anything. food? sleep? never!
(cue king kong chest-pounding sound effect)
coursing through you is a raging river after a thaw.
we have a winner! you're electromagnetic.
you are nikebeautiful.

dont i love the new nike ads around town now.

C at 9:53 PM |
------ Thursday, April 15, 2004

random comment i heard today : why are we going head-on against the crowd?
from some girl who was at the edge of the crowd of pple heading up the stairs to the hall.
i dun mean to be nasty but. if you were the one who said that and is reading this, well. come on. where on earth are yr brains!! its as if you left them at home or something!
and to the working individuals who bulldozed their way up the eXIT of the bus, have you got no integrity or pride? i wish yr kids could see what you did. its pple like you who give singaporeans a bad name.
''know what i like bout rich kids?
nothing."
its awesome.
the oc, that is.

C at 11:41 PM |
------ Wednesday, April 14, 2004

seismic upheavals:Of, subject to, or caused by an earthquake or earth vibration. /Earthshaking upheavals
effortless apotheosis:Exaltation to divine rank or stature; deification. /An exalted or glorified example
semophore:A visual signaling apparatus with flags, lights, or mechanically moving arms, as one used on a railroad. /A visual system for sending information by means of two flags that are held one in each hand, using an alphabetic code based on the position of the signaler's arms.
epitaph:An inscription on a tombstone in memory of the one buried there. /A brief literary piece commemorating a deceased person.
misanthrope:One who hates or mistrusts humankind.
cavort:To bound or prance about in a sprightly manner; caper. /To have lively or boisterous fun; romp
trapped in a perpetual game of statues, foever frozen in the same position, feet mired in unconsecrated ground.

C at 11:46 PM |
------ Tuesday, April 13, 2004

Please Don't Squeeze The Charissa!
hahaha.
thats MY slogan.
interesting huh.
go here for yours!

C at 7:52 PM |
------ Monday, April 12, 2004

i am so burned out.
its only ten.twentypm and i've stumbled to my bed 3 times to doze off for a lil while, then jerking back awake, all just for america's next top model.
man. come on. HURRY up and start!
school was fine. long and dreary and sweltering. ugh.
waited bout an hr for cs to end school, then we headed to hand around lot1 together. enroute, i had to bite back a scathing remark to yt. she is so darn loudmouth and annoying.
cs is just awesome. so awesome she really stuns me sometimes. thats why we're twins i guess. lol.
reached home and headed out for groceries!
hahah. i suddenly remember that i have no tee and shorts for mass pe tml. who cares anyway.
i just wanna collapse and sleep like a baby. NOW.

C at 10:19 PM |
------ Friday, April 09, 2004

marykate and ashley olsen!! two of the most self-actualized and beautiful pple on earth.
cant wait to catch their latest flick - new york minute!
haha. and i did power shopping today.
spent more than a hundred buckeroonies. but am still not broke. haha.
am ready for more power shopping!! woo.
enjoyed myself too, with yang, shaun, and my sis. fun to laugh my ass off at shaun the night through.
am pretty tired mentally though. i hate having conflicting schedules. dun like making choices.
gonna have the first of many tuition sessions to come tml at 1.
snort. cant wait.
its one-forty-six am saturday.
feels like its one-forty-six am sunday. haha.
love having fridays for hols.
moreover, its easter friday!!
hope i get chocolate easter eggs on sunday. haha.
and. somebody said i was average.
imagine the cheek of that.
snort.
snort.
snort.

C at 10:51 AM |
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just finished watching oc a while ago.
its fabulous.
the guys are hot. the girls are awesome. the clothes are to die for.
hahah. i sound like a bimbo.
but then i watch the end of the first episode, where ryan returns to the place he called home, only to see it empty, desolated, a broken shell of what it tried to be.
and then i break down. like a real sap.
i guess. i miss hf.
i guess. i miss all my great friends who are far away from me.
i guess. i miss going through old routines.
but most of all, i guess i miss being myself.

C at 12:22 AM |
------ Thursday, April 08, 2004

im home!!
quite surprisingly though.
starting to miss cheryl during lessontime; its weird trying to fit into a class chockful of cliques.
and for one of the rare times in my life, i was actually silent during recess. to the point of being reserved. hahaha. atrocious.
and the day was long. stiflingly hot and long.
haha. but i upped everyone in class by sorta figuring out that 1 cu2+ = 2s2o2! hahahah. im miss smartypants now!!
i sorta have nothing left to say.
but i will update later again, just because.

C at 8:00 PM |
------ Wednesday, April 07, 2004

my comp has resurrected. bout time too.
long long entry coming up.
blahity blah.
i lost the table tennis match on sunday. nerves got the better of me. then i stayed back to play more with ester. fun. haha. headed to town after that till 10.
monday. was when i shuffled from pj, then to jj, then back to pj. all cause of some dumb form. and then i went to buy uniforms at some underground bomb shelter. ahaha. stupid shop. they had no stock for everything! i was so pooped i had this huge urge to whack the uniform-selling teen. then i went to town to hang around with cheryl, and then met kenny! haha. then we decided to go to kheng's house. reached home around 9.30 i think.
tuesday was my first official day at pj!!! woke up mega mega late. 6.50. a miracle that i reached on time. felt soo unacustommed to donning a button-down blouse and a aline skirt as compared to my dear old fairfield uniform. haha. looked quite umkempt, but cool nonetheless. lol. made a couple of friends. my class is awesome, the teachers hilarious, and the guys minimal. only four guys. major bummer. but oh wells. ahaha. came home and conked out till 9, and slept lateee.
today is wednesday. school ended at one! haha. awesome. headed for church for some easter rehearsal and loads of table tennis till 7-ish. ha. and then my comp is once alive!! i cant wait for thursday night and friday! hehe. secret as to why.
told you it would be a loonnggg entry. b o r i n g. csi later, oc tml night! cant wait! :)
stupid comp crashed before i could blog this at 8.45pm.
am so dead beat i can just doze off in 5 mins time. csi's coming up soon!

C at 9:33 PM |
------ Saturday, April 03, 2004

and oh!
im getting baptised tml!
kinda thrilling.
and im up for table tennis singles tml.
ugh.
ugh.
ugh.
ugh.
ugh.

C at 9:46 PM |
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hahaha. the inevitable happened. my comp's hard drive crashed just four days after i reformatted the viruses away.
what a drag.
thursday. i had no school. me only.
friday too.
spent thursday bumming bout at home till 9. then headed to harbourfront to chill with my twin!! haha. awesome. reached home after midnight.
friday was when my mum and i shuffled from jc to jc to fairfield. i love going back to fairfield, hence i went bonkers there.
then we cabbed home with my sis. and i headed out for a movie [dirty dancingggg].
hahahaah. laughed my pretty lil ass off irritating yz and david, whilst jostling for the popcorn with cheryl and kheng. in one word, the movie was fabulous, not only cause of the content, but cause of the silly company.
then headed to kheng's for mahjong till 2. had my ear blasted off upon reaching home.
went to play tennis today!!
and then dinner.
and then mahjong while watching soccer.
haha. in kheng's house now.
and guess what?
keep. on. guessing.
hahaha.

C at 9:42 PM |
------ Thursday, April 01, 2004

find your voice.
follow your dreams.
believe in yourself.
kinda hard to acheive all those actually.

C at 10:44 AM |
------ hits. since 041104