Monday, May 31, 2004

i was just studying for my econs test, when a thought bubble popped into my mind : why sutdy when yr gonna flunk it anyway?
so here i am, at the comp, having absolutely nothing better to do than to blog
surprisingly, the virus in my comp hasnt really set in for today, (cept when i had to restart 5 times to get the net connected) and im able to type out two whole entries! amazing!
but im so inclined to doze off now, prolly thanks to the captain's ball and my power shopping. captain's ball was great. we're third, and we played our butts off to get there, being just bout the youngest and weakest team out there. and if any asheroid/asherite/asher is reading this, give yrself a tiny pat on the back, reminding yrself that it was me who led you guys there. SNORT. hahaahhahaah. kiddinggggggg!!! you guys did an awesome job!! but it was a team effort, totally. and honestly. if i didnt play, i you guys may have even gotten second. or even first. i let loose loads of balls, and made a total fool of myself. wince. ramble ramble ramble
i love grapefruit juice.
and asher drives me bananas! (in a good way, i guess) haha.
SUMMER!! MARISSA!! RYAN!! SETH! omg. im watching a 64% dl-ed ep of oc and im dying to watch the rest of it!! horrid channel 5 for pushing it back till the 10th when i would be out of town. this is it. i am suffering from oc withdrawal sympthoms. ha! :D

C at 12:04 AM |
------ Sunday, May 30, 2004

last week i wore an a&f shirt, and some white skirt.
clarence said i looked like marissa.
that comment astonished and delighted me so much i burst into sudden peals of laughter.
today i wore some top and jeans. then changed into my fairfield pe shirt and blue fbts. all for captain's ball. and cause i wore my sis's shoes, i have a 2cm wide blister on my big toe, and two more other 1cm blisters on my other big toe and small toe.
and still went out power shopping with cheryl!! ahah no doubt my feet and legs hurt like a million dogs bitting onto my legs, but we had an incredible time!! :D
anyways. i just about screwed my gp paper on friday, and my math paper on sat. it would be a pure miracle if i were to pass both. please sprinkle some luck on meeeeeeee.
i just visited the toilet. i have this weird feeling that im gonna be pretty good friends with the toilet boogeyman in the next hour or so. my tummy hurts. argh.
ive rambled quite so enough. but not enough to show that i havent studied for my major econs test that would happen on the first day of my much treasured hols.
excuse me while i burst into tears just. bout. now.
which reminds me. i have bout 3 whole cartons of milk to consume by tml. talk bout an overdose.

C at 10:21 PM |
------ Thursday, May 27, 2004

just the other day i reached up to my scalp to relieve an itch, only to find dried blood under my nails. eeww. then i had a migraine after that. hmmmm.
wells. i skipped school on wednesday. it wasnt the oversleeping senario, but i really skipped school, as in i went all the way to the school's bustop way early in the morning, then i decided to walk off, gallivanted a lil while, then i headed home.
and slept till three plus.
but i couldnt think straight for the rest of the day anyways
its not like i can do so even now
thats how pooped and uptight i am presently.
my gp paper is tml.
i totally cant wait. it'd be just another lil reminder of how put together my life is.

C at 9:21 PM |
------ Monday, May 24, 2004

in my conversation with eunice last night, thailand was brought up.
in fact, our conversations are never complete without mentioning it a lil.
our days in thailand are incredile.
and how eunice and i can remmeber all the small small things that happened.
i guess everyone remembers different parts of the trip.
and when we're together, the memories of the whole trip is pieced back together, making it seem so surreal. thats why we're a team :D
just that, my memory of it is getting a lil foggy. and im not doing anything to keep it crystal clear in my mind.
because the more i recall bout it, the more dissatisfied i would be with life right now.

C at 10:23 PM |
------ Saturday, May 22, 2004

cynicism- An attitude of scornful or jaded negativity. or rather, the belief that everyone only bothers due to self-interest.
i guess thats how i live my life now.
watching someone you hold in high respect being totally selfish really shakes you up. to be compeitive is purely all right, but to be so cutthroat that you refuse to stretch out a helping hand?
i was quite repulsed by it. not to mention overtly upset.
i mean. where is the compassion your supposed to feel when yr friend's in need? where's the little voice telling you that thats yr friend over there struggling?
i guess when you want to fight to the top, you become unfeeling. and self-absorbed.
but it works well when you put on a facade of being sociable i guess.
anyways.
i missed sarah on friday!!
hhaha thank goodness she came today.
hell yeah! [does the 'luv ya' handsign and sticks my tongue out like ADRIAnne does!}
hahahahaha.
and note to all: bring earmuffs when you have to listen to own your mum give an official talk. its a little too hard to endure through the entire thing.

C at 9:40 AM |
------ Wednesday, May 19, 2004

life keeps getting better and better.
no doubt the workload's increasing, but anyways. i digress.
was kinda mopping round the whole day, totally dreading sports day. it seem like it was gonna be another futile attempt by the school authority to create school spirit.
but boy was i shot down wrong.
i spent the entire event skipping bout with the pita of all pitas, juliet, laughing our guts out. that silly girl jacked me twice. but it was all in the name of a good hearty laugh. hahaha. hilarious. i laughed so much i couldnt even walk out of school, and my tummy hurt so bad.
and sarah ran so fastttttttttt, like a kid dashing to a 1m-radius lollipop!!!!
and i seriously couldnt help but giggle the whole day at the sight of her in her mg uniform. she looked so puny!!!! and i looked awesome in my fairfield uniform. HA.
hahahaah. all in all,
i had a jolly good time. (though i still have an econs essay to write. haha)

C at 6:45 AM |
------ Thursday, May 13, 2004

eeeewwwwww. i hate the new blogger layout.
kinda newbie looking if you ask me.
anyways. i better steer away from that if i still wanna be a blogspot user. haha.
so.
nothing much's happening.
cept that there's piles and piles of work being dumped on me every.single.sec.
smothering me.
argh.
anyways.
i enjoyed sunday!!!
go here* to find out why.
:D
*wait till i get around to loading the pics. ha.
im talking like a bimbo.
somebody gag me.

C at 6:49 AM |
------ Wednesday, May 05, 2004

strange and beautiful -aqualung
I've been watching your world from afar,
I've been trying to be where you are,
And I've been secretly falling apart,
I'll see.
To me, you're strange and you're beautiful,
You'd be so perfect with me but you just can't see,
You turn every head but you don't see me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep and I'll put a spell on you.
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

Yeah...
Yeah...

Sometimes, the last thing you want comes in first,
Sometimes, the frist thing you want never comes,
And I know, the waiting is all you can do,
Sometimes...

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep,
I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me.

I'll put a spell on you,
You'll fall asleep 'cos I'll put a spell on you,
And when I wake you,
I'll be the first thing you see,
And you'll realise that you love me, yeah...

yeah...
yeah...
yeah...
yeah...

C at 11:44 PM |
------ Sunday, May 02, 2004

people know when you demand to get yr own way.
people know when you sit and sulk.
people know when you malinger.
people know when you pile yr plate high with too much food.
people know when you think only of yourself.
but the thing is, you never know what their thinking.

C at 12:42 AM |
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