Saturday, July 31, 2004

ill admit that i havent been doing the right things all this time.
today had several instances.
but its not like i gonna apologise any sooner or it.
i can darn well justify my actions for today.
can you?

it hurts real bad when your bday was cleanly forgotten by your friends.
and another's bday was celebrated with clear enthusiasm and a cake.
gee.
i thought i had almost become a part of you all.
you guys made me cry.

C at 10:20 PM |
------ Friday, July 30, 2004

i started giggling maniacly when ryan burst through the door at the very last few seconds, and dashing through the crowd to tenderly embrace marissa, and leaning forward to lay his lips on hers.
oh my oh my. :D
and my heart kinda shattered for summer when she broke off from the kiss she shared with the weirdlooking guy, murmuring aloud, 'your not seth cohen'.
now that is love.
i hope.

C at 12:00 PM |
------ Wednesday, July 28, 2004

by my departure it doesnt mean that ive waved the white flag.
it merely means that ive gone in search of greener pastures while you stay behind to fertilise your plot of land.

im infuriated.

C at 12:50 AM |
------ Monday, July 26, 2004

i havent been myself lately.
i guess its a glaring fact to those who are my friends.
are you my friend?
i dont think so.
friendships are so overated anyway.

who took the jelly outta my doughtnut?

C at 10:31 PM |
------ Thursday, July 22, 2004

i would have lunged at you, and grabbed yr neck with my bare hands.
and then proceed to rip off yr hair, after clawing ferociously at your face.
followed by pursing yr lips shut with one hand and then sitting on you so you cant do anything bout it.
but for now, there's no easy way out like juvi for me.
thank god.
or not.
selfcontrol baby.
thats all its bout now.
and seth and ryan and marissa and summer and anna and luke.
haha. the oc. is the greatest obsession anyone could have.
drool.

C at 11:24 PM |
------ Tuesday, July 20, 2004

you were my friend.
you were, honestly.
i enjoyed your friendship.
but when you turn yr back on me and start dissing me to my face.
ah. thats when you've reached my limit.
i would, however, be civil to you.
but as far as civil goes, who knows?
i wouldnt be honest with you, for one thing.
its not that im infuriated with you.
no sirree, im not.
im just disappointed.
extremely, in fact.

C at 11:04 PM |
------ Saturday, July 17, 2004

i congraulate you.
you've attempted and succeeded in getting rid of me.
smart move.
you've done it so connivingly, and with that seemingly saccharinely sweet demeanour.
i have to salute you.

C at 3:13 AM |
------ Thursday, July 15, 2004

i have never abhorred netball before in my 4/1/2 [and counting] years of netball ive played.
i absolutely detested it so much today i gave up on court.

im turning into a real sap.
sigh. i wonder why

C at 12:07 AM |
------ Tuesday, July 13, 2004

sigh.
its been one of those days when you beg the weekend to race over asap, then you stop to realise that yr weekends are equally dull.
i changed my skin. again! totally on a whim.
nice?
nicer?
its more vintage :D

C at 10:21 PM |
------ Sunday, July 11, 2004

i wanted to watch mean girls.
but cs wasnt quite for catching it.
so we all ended up at michelle's house having a bbq and playing mahjong.
man was it good.
we laughed together like never before, bout ALL the silyl stuff we did. :D
then suddenly we all had this impulse to stay over, and we did!!
we told ghost stories till py cried. hahahahahahaahha. she looked so silly!
ah. anyways.
we all headed to school together.
i slept through my entire listening comprehension paper.
and stoned through my cip.
my fucked up teacher refused to let me go early (it ended at SIX, started at twelve. spare me), despite the fact that i hadnt bathe nor changed for the last 34 hrs.
so i grabbed my bag, and rannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
haahha. awesome.

C at 12:12 AM |
------ Tuesday, July 06, 2004

now that my sister is lame, when she wants to take a bath, it has become a family affair.
not only is my dad running around looking of suitable plastic bags to wrap her leg up in, my mum would be taping it around her leg.
and how does that affect me and my maid?
they do it right at the entrance of the kitchen, and block the entire passageway.
so i cant get in to get any thing, or even pee and have to endure my sis's screeching for thirty whole minutes.
while my maid cant get out for that whole half an hour.
hahahaha.
oh wells. i had no school today, but i totally wasted it.
the horror begins tml.

C at 10:08 PM |
------ Monday, July 05, 2004

i chanced upon this website, and almost fell off my seat in astonishment in how perfect some of these names actually fit some pple i know.
its not only the female ones, but also the male ones too.
haha.
hahahahahahah.
amazingly apt.
fortunately, my name is not in there anywhere, so there's no way anyone can sterotype me. so there. ha! unless you submit my name in. i dare you.

C at 9:04 PM |
------ Thursday, July 01, 2004

the apprentice is just bout one of the most brillant things ive seen on television so far. the betrayal, the backstabbing, the bitching, the nasty crawl to the top.
just awesome.
i was thinking. im the jack of some trades, master of none.
i can
+play half a tune on the guitar
+play simple songs on the piano
+sing to scare my friends
+write lousy essays
+stuff my face
+surf the net. but so can 99% of the world's population
+laugh like a foghorn
+chat my head off
+be late for everything
+play netball
+embarass myself at table tennis
+blog a lot of trash
+appear tall.
so basically in some sense
im quite jacked.

C at 11:03 PM |
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