saturday
before we left school, i desparately needed to peeee peee peeeee
hahahahah
so natalie and me slipped into the boy's peepeeroom and had a peek!!
all the while while gordon and xiaowen was keeping a lookout
HAHAHHA its all gray and blueeee
they have 3 urinals, 2 cubicles and two sinks!
AND IT WAS SQEAUKY CLEAN!!!
atricious.
gordon was ranting as to why the girls get 4 cubicles. zzzzzzzzz hahah thats cause sinks dont have multipurpose uses for girlsHAHAHAHA.
my body clock's screwed. tried baking and whipping up a tiny cake but everything turned out wrong and messy. ROAR FUCK SUCK DUCKKKKKKKK
saturday night was amazing.
beyond amazing.
slurping chomping munching sufring giggling screeching sharing grinning laughing whispering cackling bathing teasing cooking stuffing drinking reading listening snooping bitching watching astonishing intriguing blushing wiggling larking refusing manipulating chlorting guessing tickling understanding relieving embracing emancipating liberating scaring tempting silencing guffawing
and finally
sleeping
AT 7AM.
WAS STARVING THE WHOLE DAY
CAUSE I ONLY ATE FOUR COOKIES AND HALF A GUAVA
bahhhhh
then i came home(thankfully without collapsing cause i felt really weak) and stuffed myself full with WANG WANGS, FOUR WANTONS, A HUGE DORY FILET AND ONE HONEY MILK TEA.
fucking shit i was so stuffed i laid at the comp for almost 3 hrs straight, which btw STILL DOESNT ALLOW ME TO LOG INTO YAHOO, MSN, MY SPACE AND HOTMAIL!!!!!
sucks to high heavens(which can also be used on the stinking bus i rode to cck which stank of rotting fish and dead animals. pffffftttttttttttttttt my face was turning beet red at holding my breath zzzzz, which added partially to my weakened state)
enough ramblings.
i HAVENT DONE ANYTHING TODAY.
though its only 10 DAYS TO MY PURE MATH PAPER, my first paper.
i dont know if you can tell, but internally im panicking. i suddenly sat up in bed the other night, flustered and started tearing and abruptly stopping to try to breath properly as my chest felt constrained. :[.
my econs blows.
i want, need and CANT WAIT FOR MY ONE-MONTH STAY IN THAILAND!! :))))))))
most of the time now i have no idea how to react to anything whatsoever.
i laugh out loud with ugly peals of laughter
and the very next moment tears are threathening to roll.
and then i feel uncertain.
of what the future holds in store, because what ive seen so far, im not very satisfied with.
my dreams they lie so far, so out of reach, so unfairly unattainable.
for what i want, physically im restrained.
for what i dream of, my fears hold me back.
for what i yearn for; it would never happen in a million years.
and then soemtimes i do realise why i actually cry.
cause my dreams might never ever come true.
HAHAHAHAHA
WTF THIS IS SOME RETARDED HILARIOUS SHATTT.
http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-6739710473912337648&q=chinese&pr=goog-sl
hahahahahaah
i think the guy in the background has NO idea whatsoever is going man and its atrociously funny!
countdownnn: 12 days to my first A level paper! i <3 PURE MATH!! (technically not true, bbut hopefully true by the time its time for me to sit for it! ahhaha)
daniel powter- bad day
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh.. Holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
:'(
sunday 16th oct
Bonnie and Brian!! my youngest two adorable cousins:)
them fightinggggg as usual <3
today! saturday night into sunday wee hours
GUESS WHAT THESE AREEEEE
haha cupcakes!! :))))
which were baked at 12 midnight!!!
there's apple cinnamon, devil's food cake, devil's food cake with chocholate chips, raisined, chocolate chip and sprinkles!
and their WONDERFULLY DELISH! :)
my bestest batch of cupcakes! <3
hmmm. im thinking of changing my blogskin. good idea, no?
leftovers are mehhh to eat.
the flavour has not only been muted or tastes weird, the texture has worsened. which means to say, it has become slightly or rather unpalatable.
and when you eat leftovers, you cant help but gush it down, hoping the moment of eating it would end cause its miserably pathetic.
and thats what you two are: leftovers.
dying to make the best of the situation but are totally MEHHHHH. and its so pathetic the only thing to do, is ignore.
sigh.
welllllll
:) i dont deny being a very caustic person.
and a very bad one at that, with verbal diarrhoeaaaaaa.
gag.
EDIT: just to say
1. anything i said about pineapple, rewind and erase please. HAHAHAHHA im increasingly being turned off by pineapple so hehehe. no more craze. WAS THERE EVEN A CRAZE TO BEGIN WITH? HMMMMM hahahaha.
2.mr kelvin ang says he found my blog. HOGWASHHHHHH ahahhaa i dont believe him for a single bit! ok maybe a tiny bit but righttttt. so if he is reading thisssssss: hi mr ang yr REALLY TOO FREE for yr own good, pls spend the time more wisely go brush up on yr supposedly A1 for gp! ahhaha.
3. www.topshop.com take a peek at the main picture and TELL ME THOSE SCARLET BOOTS ARENT TO DIE FOR!!!! arent they fucken gorgeous!!!!! swoonnnnnnnnnnnnn.
4. http://junk-feud.com/files/confessionsbrokenheart.mp3 thats the mp3(i think) for lindsay's newest song! its growing on me and i kinda am hooked on it now! ok if this is already on the radio stations oh please do tell me haha im quite out of times.
5. i need a haircut. BADLY. snip it short, or not?
HI THATS ME, FLIPPING THE BIRD! :D:D:D:D:D:D
nothing much to talk bout except that its just
19 days left to my first A level paper(which is math, btw. ycusk.)!
WHEE. not.
i have NOT touched econs, that im not kidding at all.
chem is still a lil shaky.
math is really demoralising.
sigh. and its not like im getting much done everyday either.and fatigue is seeping, seeping into my bones.
because im not eloquent with words and trying to capture a glorious day in simply words alone wouldnt suffice, ive decided that pictures work best(for now).
granted i havent taken photos of everyone in pj would have made me a whole(er)and happier person, the next photo upload would be soon! :)
ill edit when words come to my mind.
till then, enjoy the pics, my friends :))
the notorious MDM KHOO!
zhigang -PLS STOP SLEEPING! haha he's the other classmate along with me mdm khoo loves to torment!
me and PF in econs
THE EVER ADORABLE HUILING! :D
:)))))
HELLO EVERYONE this is my desk and me hahahaha
heeh my yummy cake and us!
zzz our class guys
me and edmunddddd
zhigang's bag haha pf took this shot
SHUYING I CAUGHT YOU SLEEPING! HEHE
SAKEENAAAAA who kept me sane the entire last yr!!!
huiling with her GORGEOUS HAIR :D
the guys in my GP class!! :)) they posed for this shot; usually their gossiping among themselvess
us again! :D
the GP REPS for SB6 whose always getting screwed up sets of notes from the lousy bookshop! roarrrrr
zz zhaha forever actning cuteeee
me, charlene, suat the mugger haha and the cutest girl ever! HAHA
manda and me! haha <3
desmond, manda and me. HAHAH manda looks like she's on prozac
huiling! :D and chicken teriyaki noodles
looks yummy! HAHA
MY FISH NOODLES!!! dull photo but its AWESOME!
<3 haaha
my ponytail tt's finally LONG HEHEH
hl's pony tail is sooo longgggg
:)))))))
charlene's ponytail haha
me on route homeeee hahaha no one saw me take this photo
actual shot! :)))
<3
zhigang and meeeee with messy hair urgh
manda and me! ahah another one with NO eye-whites!
BENSON AHHAHAHAHAHA the hilarious kind soul who lent me his locker for 2 months and counting!! CUTE,ISNT HE?! he unknowingly posed for this photo taken by siqi
norman and me before the farewell ceremony started with lollipops that everyone in our class was having! :D
shuying and me the sleepyheads haha
silly boys haha
hl, cindy and wenhui looking goodd :))
the ridiculous guys!!!!!
haha as always, shunning the cam!! thats yiyan, cindy and wenhui!
norman and edmund with the PLAYSTATION that we had in class! ahhaha
norman and daryllll
the silly class managerrr
playstation's AWESOME :)))
norman and cindy! ahahah silly hl!
HAHAHA i have no idea what she's doing
me looking horrendousssssssssss urghhh drinking the class's SPARKLING JUICE WE WON FOR BEST ATTENDANCE AWARD HAAHHA thanks to miss TOH! <3<3
hehehe hl cutenessss
04S10 <3 something which i never though i would.
:)))))
