Sunday, March 26, 2006

i present to you,

THE MAN IM GONNA MARRY!!!

<3<3<3!!!!

C at 1:53 AM |
------ Thursday, March 23, 2006

go stand outside
OUT, now!
you are now officially an outcast.







ugh i cant even bear glancing my own blog at all nowadays cause its all selfpity, depression and nothing more, and god knows how much i loathe those.
gag.

C at 12:56 AM |
------ Wednesday, March 08, 2006

today i spent a ridiculous amount of money on cosmetics alone (which i highly doubt that i would end up using like the last haul), and bought a measly top which i dont think id wear too.
haha what the fuck right.


today i walked across, like a FREAKING desert to get to some lame booths and lousy stuff. bah. total waste of time.

tml im going to work and im forcing myself not to get my hopes high up cause this time i might really end up crying out of pure frustration. sigh.






friends, sometimes are really exasperating and i wonder if their actually optional or not.

you dont even bother making an effort when you blamed me for skipping out the day before. 1930's too late but 2230 is perfectly good timing eh? fuck you.

you(all) treat me like the dusty crusty stinky soft spare tire and expect me to be totally seemingly psyched and ready to drop everything the moment you(all) call. and when you(all) actually do, its either cause 1. im legal for the event, 2. the girls arent there, 3. you (all) actually remember my existence, and lastly, 4.i happen to know you(pple) are out.
fucking bullshit.

you: i know i/we dont mean anything at all, but do you have to make it oh-so-fucking-glaringly obvious?

sometimes i dont know whether ive tried enough, or im not trying hard enough.
seriously, whatever. lucky for me pple at work are nice; i guess theyll be my seemingly only friends for now.




shoutout to manda: BOO I HATE MY SCHEDULE OR ELSE WE COULD BE KICKING SOME MAJOR NETBALL ASS! heart.

C at 12:51 AM |
------ Friday, March 03, 2006

im feeling terrible right now

it could be the fatigue after 3 days of zombie work, paranoia, or simply just reality slowly setting in.
so tell me

how come she gets to rejoice to high heavens while i slink away with slumped shoulders?

how come the friends are out romping around town without a single heads up from them?

how come im left with no choice but to toil away miserably at seedy counters?

so now tell me before i burst into tears onto my screen. tell me, please.

C at 11:31 PM |
------ Thursday, March 02, 2006

i am going to start crying soon, cause

who is going to get me my WHITE PATENT STAM BAG?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!??!!?
sigh.

C at 1:22 AM |
------ hits. since 041104