Monday, June 26, 2006

oh i forgot to post this!

today i brought ariel and ryan to use the ladies. and cause ryan wanted the door to be closed, i pulled it closed fromm the outside as much as possible, and assumed a pseudo nonchalant stance, ie leaning on the stall and pretending to know how to whistle. haha i did it on purpose cause i wanted no part in helping ryan pee!
so they both exit after me helping to tighen ryan's belt and i ask them to wash their hands. ryan, who's grabbing on tight to several odd tiny balloons grunts negative and slides out of my grip when ariel goes ''yeah i need to wash my hand because just now his private part touched my hand.'' ever so indifferently.

my face went !!!!! cause eeeeeee touching a peepee that just tinkledwinkled is yeah, like definately one of my top 5 things to do.
:::

C at 1:10 AM |
------ Sunday, June 25, 2006

really occasionally i'd get this really strong and persistant urge to click on yr nick and demand rudely(as i always do) a reason as to why you never ever wished me a happy birthday but my heart pounds with fear at being ignored so the deed remains yet to be done.


ok so i know i kept harping over birthday stuff though its way over but a girl has her issues ok!

C at 11:48 PM |
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like many other days today is one of those where i feel really empty inside.

nothing really interests me anymore.

C at 9:56 PM |
------ Saturday, June 24, 2006

the bad part about birthdays (which is what birthdays are all about anyways - BAD PARTS)
is that it becomes glaringly obvious how much people care bout you in the first place. because when the people whom you wish and pray and hope and yearn that the least they would do is text you a birthday msg are actually the last ones on earth who would bother. because like you suspected from the very beginning; they never really cared. needless to say it hurts like fuck.
and then maybe the other part bout no one really caring to celebrate might also come to play a part too.

oh and because you become one yr older too.



the bad part bout birthdays is that it comes once a year and there's no way to avoid it. oh who am i kidding. i detest birthdays with a consuming vengence.

C at 1:52 AM |
------ Tuesday, June 13, 2006

i dont know how to tell you this exactly,
but i miss you very very much.

you wouldnt guess so, but i wouldnt tell or let you know either.
cause you dont care, and you've gotten perfect replacements already.




like i never existed.

C at 4:58 AM |
------ Wednesday, June 07, 2006

im importing my jay chou songs and warbling along to them

and suddenly i really want to be 16 again,
squat in the corner in the classroom and laugh for the entire recess till i pee bout chiasin's hilton photo
sit in my seat and endure the artic freeze
laugh at mrs myrna koh ruffling her hair throughout the entire english lesson; WHAT?!!!
cringe at mr siew tuck chun's white saliva spot and giggle at his attempts at waking kenny up
ask michelle to pass her pouch of sour plum sweets
listen to weiwei irritate py and michelle with really random stuff'
watch chiasin perform her ninja demonstration (HAHAHAHA!! <3)
talk rubbish to chiasin in our SECRET LANGUAGE <3
and
wear the worn yet comfortable yellow blouse and royal blue skirt (that i eventually hitched wayyyyy up) again.



oh the good ol' jay.


EDIT at 0155, 12062006>>
hey sorry, was it wee tuck chun and siew lin tuck? hahaha love ya!
Anonymous 06.10.06 - 1:57 pm #

OH YES IT WAS! THAT WAS WAYYYY EMABARSSINGG!!
thanks <3<3<3
charissa 06.11.06 - 1:58 pm #

C at 3:29 AM |
------ Monday, June 05, 2006

i just dont get it.
when im fine and dandy the fridge is chocked full with cocacola and 7-up (benadryl and bricanyl) medicine.

when im coughing like a hack and snotting all over the place they all disappear.




DOES IT MAKE ANY SENSE TO YOU?!

C at 2:18 AM |
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the thing is, i keep saying and repeating how i dont have any friends, when in actual fact, i do.

the only problem is, i dont do anything to maintain the friendship.

when im exhausted i cancel.
when im sick i cancel.
when i dislike the 3rd one i cancel.
when im lazy i cancel.
when im new(and afraid) of having new baby friendships i cancel.

so maybe its not because i dont have any friends, it's more cause i dont know how to have them. i should just go work my ezvideo card and rent dvds everyday so that i can be friends with lindsay lohan and grisham.

C at 1:31 AM |
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