Monday, September 25, 2006

oh dear, oh dear.

how come when i get a whole week off i have tons to do?

:[ now that monday's over, i now dread the remaining days.

esp thursday. theres nothing quite like a tall menacing-looking man glaring down and sighing with his giant nostrils every 15 mins, then shouting heartlessly at you without mercy. :[:[:[ ive been scared pissedlessly twice everyweek that my nails are bitten ragged.

psk. plus i totally hated it today when i got like 4 phonecalls around 11am. PLEASE! let this really fatigued girl get some well-deserved rest to face her day! haha and like the phonecallers got any proper answer; i was wayy to drowsy to say anything proper! haha

i feel so out of touch with this blog, and with my world. now that im being forced to taking steps -no matter how small they might be- into the world of current matters. bish. i dont care, for all i care im only going to bother bout THAI current matters. :] cant wait to go back, be it Singburi or Bangkok!
BANGKOK, OH BANGKOK, how i miss you so! <3


haha. Mr Mohawk. HAHHAAH.

C at 11:04 AM |
------ Tuesday, September 19, 2006

Dear God,

keep Thong Dee save in yr arms, Lord. you know how he has served you time and time again every mission trip, and you know his heart, Lord. guide him every single day, such that he will be aware of Your prescence, and realise that You love him in a way no one else can. keep his family safe and out of harm's way, and keep them in the pink of health.

and Lord, may yr love and wisdom shine through the dark alleys of , especially Wat Yai Soy. may the kids remember us fondly, not because of our nationality, but because they saw true love shining in us; your love that you have blessed them with, too.

charissa.

C at 4:29 AM |
------ Sunday, September 17, 2006

school drains me more than i realise.




and i realise i covert him more than i think.
le sigh.
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should i skip the heaviest days of school to run off to the land of happiness for a 4 day trip?
oh, i dont know.

C at 11:16 PM |
------ Monday, September 04, 2006

I AM GOING TO FAIL.
LIKE EVERYONE HAS PREDICTED AND ASSUMED MY CAPABILITES TO BE THE BARE MINIMUM, I WILL FAIL

I WILL FAIL ALL MY THREE PROJS AND SPEECH AND I WILL FAIL AND FAIL SCHOOL AND QUIT SCHOOL AND RUN AWAY.

RUN AWAY.

God please i need your strength, please.

C at 1:32 AM |
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